Dream

I had a crazy and disturbing dream last night. A lot of it has faded but I remember basically what happened and one part is stuck in my mind and it's making me feel horrible.. So I figured I could write it down and try to interpret it and see what happens!

So the setting was in school. It wasn't any school I've actually been to (at the end it was my elementary school, though). I remember being called into an office or something..and a lot of people were being called down. But it was all secret and really bad things were happening to those people. I don't remember much of that. Then I was sitting at a desk in a room full of students/people I knew and the teacher was very mean. He said if we did so much as make a noise he'd kill us or something. So we had to do work but we all knew something was very wrong and we were terrified. A few kids came back into the room from the office and I guess they were questioned or tortured or something...whatever it was, it was bad. They weren't the same after. I think they were beat up or covered in this white stuff but I can't remember. They were very quiet. I think eventually we started talking and discussing what's going on and how we were going to escape. We were all told we could leave or we escaped in a while. I had a backpack and I tried really hard to put all my stuff in the backpack but it was really hard. I had eggs for some reason. Hard boiled eggs that I broke and the shell fell off. For some reason that was a giveaway that I knew what was going on. So I hid the eggs. I went outside and everyone left on busses and people picked them up. 

My mom was in the area and I called her, at this point screaming and crying hysterically because that's how terrifying this whole situation was. She said she would be right there. It was snowing but it was more like fake snow...little white fluffy stuff that coated everything. It was ALL white. Cars drove by and I thought it was my mom once so I ran to her but it wasn't. I left the street the school was on and stood on the corner of the main street. All while screaming "Mommy where are you" and "help me" and calling her crying. She kept saying she'll be there in a second but she never came. I thought she would wait for me by the school so I thought about walking back down but I knew I'd be caught by the bad people and I couldn't risk that. So I stayed where I was and looked for her. She never did come and I think I woke up before she could.

The last part makes me feel sick when I think about it. It's funny how dreams do that. I just felt like a little kid again. And I was just put through this horrible ordeal and I escaped into a snowy world (kinda Silent Hill...that darkness) and I was all alone and my mom wasn't coming.

Eggs: To see cracked or broken eggs in your dream, represents feelings of vulnerability or a fragile state in your life.
Snow: To see snow in your dream, signifies your inhibitions, repressed/unexpressed emotions and feelings of frigidity. You need to release and express these emotions and inhibitions. You may also be feeling indifferent, alone and neglected.


I don't know...I can't use that website for dreams like this.